Some time around noon on that day, 24 years ago, I had my last cigarette. I didn't even think of it as my last. I can't even remember thinking about it all. I just wanted to complain.
I wanted to complain about my sore throat to my wife, to my co-workers, to someone, anyone, and knew that if, I did, they wouldn't have to say anything. I knew that they knew that, no matter the cause, my sore throat was being made worse by cigarettes and that I should stop smoking.
So, not thinking about that last cigarette, I didn't have the next one.
By five o'clock, I figured I'd earned a right to complain a little bit. I complained and then quickly added that I'd not had a cigarette since noon.
By bedtime, I said, "Hey, I haven't a cigarette since noon. Not bad."
The next morning, well, you get the idea.
So, with no particular virture and propelled mostly by the desire to kvetch, I haven't had that next cigarette.
1 comment:
I quit 24 years ago as well.
I had stopped several times before, for months at a time. But in 1985 I was beginning a new chapter in my life, including a new job, and I just no longer wanted to be "a smoker".
Keeping your last point in mind, is it OK if I just whisper "congratulations" to you?
Congratulations...
;o)
- Lee
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